vanilla swiss almond

michel cluizel, royce, leonidas, hediard, teuscher, valrhona.

Joyeux Noël et Bonne Année

my latest indulgence :

GODIVA Chocolixir (Dark Chocolate Decadence)
72% extra dark Chocolate pieces blended with rich dark chocolate flavours

sawatdii khrap.
aku rindu kamu.

"for the Lamb at the centre of the throne will be their shepherd; he will lead them to springs of living water. and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.
Revelation 7:17

there are many things in life that we cannot understand. but we must trust God's judgement and be guided by His Hand, and all who have God's blessings can rest safely in His care. for He promises safe passage on the wings of faith and prayer.

there is always hope for tomorrow to brighten the clouds of today. there is always a corner for turning, no matter how weary the way. so just look ahead to tomorrow and trust that you will find waiting there the sunlight that seemed to be hidden by yesterday's clouds of despair.

LORD, i am so weary.
i am sorry for everything.

"even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil, for you are with me"
Psalm 23:4

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble"
Psalm 46:1

LORD, i did not fear death. i know YOU are with me.
to you: be strong and please do not run away.

back from india business trip last sat and was so happy to see dear at the airport. i had food poisoning during the india trip, ate something wrong at singapore airport. we had a great weekend, having pizza and japanese food, browsing around in the bookstore, church and resting in the hotel room. it's quality time which we totally enjoyed with each other. i know you are very tired, taking the weekend off your busy schedule to be with me. thank you dear. i miss you so much, so much.

i am feeling very very depressed. my mind is not at peace and i can't concentrate on doing anything. i can't sleep every night, not to mention sleep well. something is seriously wrong with me. i dunno what and why also, it's like a sense of total loss. i need someone to hug, to cry and to pour out everything. i can't find anyone. darling dear is so busy and 603km away. i am in a emotional crisis now, a very terrible one. i am just a normal man, not that a wonderful person. thanks for having such confidence and faith in me.

to you and you alone: remember what you wanted to achieve, CONFIDENCE, CAREER and FUTURE. this shall be our long term plan ya. we have to set goals for our future, but never ever to live in the shadow of others. i know you want to be capable like korkor but it's our lives that we are going to live for, and not for others. everyone of us is unique. i hope you can develop your own potential from your inner strength. i will definitely support you and be by your side. you have grown so much since the first day i know you, you are the factor of yourself. nurture the love as we walk hand in hand, comfort and listen to each other. we are facing pressure from everywhere, within ourselves and from each other. always stay positive and share with each other. never run away or give up. Ling will always be there ya.

i was labelled as an OPPORTUNIST by someone. to a few who grew up with me, they always say my life is all provided for. the answer to defend or simply to state the fact is that: GOD is the one who provide all these things. HE is the reason for everything. i always want to laugh at this thought, thanks for saying i am an OPPORTUNIST. i felt so flattered. never take things for granted for it may be taken away from you one day.

looking forward to A LOT LIKE LOVE.

let THY will be done.